"I feel like a kite wid a broken string, dejected." How true it is. Saw this sentence from the 9pm channel 8 tv show. Nothing is going well for me though. Some things are best left unsaid. Perhaps its jus not my luck. I shall wait and see. I dunno how long I can wait. I dread waiting. Cause you never know if its a good or bad thing in the end. I jus hope Lady Luck will be smiling on me real soon, real real soon:) And, I jus hope I can get everything done and over wid. For the first time in my life, I feel a surge of fear in me, not knowing to move on or stay on. I'm smiling to hide and contain the fear in me. There's nothing I can do but to wait, wait and wait. And, I'm also sorry to make the people around me worry abt me. This is not wat I expected and I dun wan to add on to their worries too. I will take it on myself. No matter how tough the road may seem, I will still persevere.