School is good today but I'm not in the best of mood. I got a bit feverish, maybe my fever is coming back cos that time i went to doc den she said its a virus infection and it will come back anythime. Ha. I made a mess of myself in front of my frens. I broke down and my action really shocked and kinda scared them off. Glad that they are around but still not enuff to heal my wound. Thanks sherlin, alice, sharlene, hamster, sheena and zhi ting. Lunch at Pastamania den arcade. I thought I was enjoying myself but I still cant stop thinking abt it and putting up a strong front wasn't easy, really.