庾澄庆-静静的
空气里躲着什么
有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你　
你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么　
好像变得很不同
站在你身边　
这一切都好宽阔
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我　
静静的就足够
你也在等着我　
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手　
静静的看着天空
心里面藏着什么　
你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦　
也就是你的梦
纸条上写了什么　
我好想要听你说
让字字句句　
充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我　
静静的就足够
你也在等着我　
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手　
静静的看着天空
永远要记得
那天彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花　
是我们的拥有
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我　
静静的就足够
你也在等着我　
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手　
静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手　
是最简单的梦



28 March 2009, Saturday

Rebel

Hamster help me put on fake eyelashes and

draw eyebrows

Joy put on make up for me

Alice, me and Joy

As usual, clubbing wid the clique. Change of venue St James to Rebal cause St James is playing trance. This was one of the days that Rebel closed late than usual.

Its been days since I updated. So busy wid exams and hanging out wid friends after school. Finally, exams are over.

27 March 2009, Friday
Had lunch wid Alice, Sherlin, Joy, Chiyin and Wan ling at Westmall food court in the noon before going to school for English part 4:College writing exams. After that headed to Far East Plaza wid Alice, Sherlin, Joy, Hamster, Chiyin and Zhiting. I bought a white zipper dress for St James this Saturday:) Home.


26 March 2009, Thursday

Happy birthday to Jasmin, Roti Princess.
Wish you have an enjoyable day today and may all your wishes come true.

Housekeeping exams. After school, Zhiting and I accompanied Sherlin to Funan It mall to look at laptops cause Sherlin wanna buy a new lappy. She decided on Futjisu purple lappy and will be buying it tmr. Dinner buffet at Sakae sushi. Den to bugis to look for contact lenses cause Sherlin also wanna buy but to no avail. Den went to Caesar pub for a little drinking and chatting and took mrt home:)

25 March 2009, Wednesday

Pinciples of Management exams. Dinner wid the clique and Rayner at Westmall Pastamania. Home.

Maths exams-A maths:( Its so difficult. I can only do half of the paper only. Well, I shall jiayou for other papers le. And, I got a new handphone E63 from daddy. Thanks daddy:)


北极雪下在那头 寂寞不寂寞
谁的想念是他的等候
你若问我快不快乐 寂寞不寂寞
牵你手 贴我手 感觉我的脉搏
你要试着了解 试着体会用心好好感觉
然後你才能够看得见 快乐悲伤
也许我的眼泪 我的笑靥只是完美的表演
听说北极下了雪 你可会 也觉得它很美

Microecons exams. I think I will flunk cause I left many blanks. Hahas. I hope it will be better tmr:) Maths exams, yeah. Sleeping time now.

飞轮海 - 默默
这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了 简单的解开了

你走过来 带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好

慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看的出来
安静的 但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

D I F F E R E N C E S B E T W E E N L O V E A N D L I K E
In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.
From Yahoo search

Went back sch for housekeeping and microecons presentations. Woosh, I think we did quite well overall. Wat a relief! All the time and effort was worthwhile. Yeah, that calls for an celebration but not now. It will be after exams. Had dinner wid Alice, Sherlin, Sharlene and Zhiting at Westmall food court. Ate the usual stuff and dessert. Den to aracde. Photo hunt. Table hockey. Was playing wid Sherlin first den Zhiting. Sherlin and I played against Zhiting. Home. Mummy waited for me at the bus stop. Thanks mummy, I love you.

Daddy and I
I'm back after a long break, here to update all of you on miss porky chop. Was otw to meet the clique to pass them sth when I bump into daddy at the door. He's here to check on the modem cause its been down for a week, dunno for wat reason. Had lunch wid the clique at Westmall food court and off I go, home:) Ytd I was given a 3-days mc. Yeah, I'm sick. Mummy accompanied me to the doc. Blocked nose, blocked ears, fever, aching here and there and throat infection. Hahas. Daddy brought Eugene and me for another round of lunch at Causeway point Crystal Jade. Home. Basically, there was nothing much to update also cause all of us had been busily rushing projects at home like siao zhar bo and siao da po. Hahas. It had been one hell week for us but glad we made thru. And Rebel next Saturday. Hahas. There is a surge of emptiness in me, keep feeling that sth is amiss. Jus wats wrong wid me? I wanna know. I'm back to those nights where I dream abt you. Good or bad, I really dunno. I jus wish everything is fine for you. Exams next week. Jiayou everyone.

Reached home at 8 plus in the morning. Rest awhile and out I go, to Ah Gong's house wid sister and 2 brothers. I used to have mild blisters, but it was so long ago. Now it re-surfaced again, huge blisters. You "ouch" when your leg get in contact wid the water. It's really very painful. I got 4 blisters but i used 6 plasters. Wat do you think? Yeah, for a moment, I cant decide whether to alight at Outram Park or Chinatown stations to go Ah Gong's house. Chose to alight at Chinatown and from there, walked to his house. Everything seems so familiar to me. The clinic which I frequent in the past is still open and I remember slipping down the metal drains on a rainy day. So hilarious. He passed us some souvenirs which he bought from his Thailand trip. He was smart enuff to guess that I dun have the habit to eat in the morning. So, he brought us to Chinatown hawker centre and ordered chicken rice, satay and sugar cane drinks for us. So nice especially eating wid him cos we dun get to eat wid him often. Den took train and find mummy at her workplace. I was so tired that I fell asleep in the train and I know that my head was swaying here and there. Dun ask me how I know, I jus know. Ha. Bought a cake to celebrate my brother, Eugene's birthday. And home. I love my family loads.

7 March 2009, Saturday
A wild night

Belated birthday celebration wid the clique and Joy, Rayner and his two frens at Rebel club, Clarke Quay. Actually, we agreed to go Sentosa but changed cos somehow we got addicted to clubbing. Ha. It was fun!! Something almost happened. It was believed that Hamster and Chiyin danced and knocked onto this malay guy and he started to tease Hamster(keep dancing behind her and making funny faces at her). Rayner wanted to find out wat happen from this malay guy but it seemed like he wants to pick a fight but actually not, only his "pattern" look like. Ha. Luckily nothing happen. Club till 4am and we sat outside the club for some chatting. Went to Mac but there's no place so we decided to go Geylang Lorong 17 for some dim sum. I din eat cause I think sleeping is more important than eating and that I'm not hungry. Some ppl will think its rubbish but not for me. Took cab home.

Zhiting and I went to Sharlene's house for microecons project, again. Ha. Den Zhiting and I took bus to Bugis to meet Sherlin and Chiyin:) They shop, shop and I look, look. Home.


I love potato, soup spoon(Tokyo Chicken Stew), mac chicken and hot plate tofu(other than this, no other tofu).
I love piggybacks.
I love surprises.
I love small hamsters.
I love porky chop and mickey mouse.
I love my family and friends.
I love telling lame jokes.
I love, I love, I love...

School. Zhiting, Sharlene and I cabbed to Sharlene's house for microecons project. Yeah, we were discussing at the living room finely until we moved to her room. We lost our concentration and focus. We started to listen to songs, watched tv and lay on her comfortable bed. Nearly fell asleep but luckily did not. Hazel, her maid, cooked nice dishes and we wiped it out in no time:) Two words: Simply delicious! Home. How well do you know me? Long enuff to see me for who I am and judge me?

Well, well, well, school is really boring. Can die de leh. Dinner at kfc wid Sharlene and Zhiting. The deadline for microecons project is next wed but my group and I still hve not started. By hook or crook, we are gonna to rush it out tmr, Friday and Saturday at Sharlene's house. It will be best to finish by tis week so we can rectify the prob if there is any. Shall end here:)

Happy 21st Birthday to Joy Chang
Met Sherlin, Alice and Zhiting for lunch at Westmall. Arcade. Bought a cake for Joy. Glad that she enjoyed herself:) Dinner wid Sherlin, Sharlene and Zhiting at Westmall Pastamania. All of us were talking crap and lame-ing all the way. I laughed until my collar bone pain. I also dunno why. Home.


2 March 2009, Monday
It's my 20th birthday.

I miss my daddy loads.

Had a celebration wid the clique in school during

break time. They bought 2 hamsters for me-

one is dwarf hamster and the other is winter white.

*ps:Thanks for everything. I'm happy:)

Thats wat friends are for. They knew I like hamsters

and that all my previous hamsters had died

so they bought new ones for me.

Dinner at hawker centre opposite
Sembawang Shopping Centre. Simple
but contented cause one whole family
gathered together to have a meal,
thats wat more important than anything else.
I cherish them even more now.

I'm a happy little girl, even though I'm turning 20 tmr:) ha. Ytd went clubbing at Clarke Quay Rebel wid Hamster, Joe, Sharlene, Alice, Sherlin, Chi yin, Joy and Zhiting to celebrate Joy's 21st birthday. Yeah, I had fun. Its first-time for most all of us cause some of us din go clubbing before. The music was great. Even though you dunno how to dance but when the music was being played, you will become a different person that night. You shake your body, move your body, sway to the music, move your hands, and etc etc. "Free shows" were on. Shall not elaborate here cause its disgusting, ha. Anyway, its really nice. Its worth trying for first-timers. Someone asked me wats my goals. I said to buy a house for my mummy. That person said its a long term goal, how about short term goals? I was dumbfound, for the very first time. Yeah, I kept asking myself over and over again. I'm jus like a fish in the tank, swimming aimlessly and waiting for people to spoon feed me. I should start thinking abt it.

This is the list I came up with:
-To graduate with a diploma in a year
-To find a job and give allowance to my mummy

I can only think of these right now. Whatever the future may bring, I will accept it.