Boy, I love you .

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I love this song loads..
Best describe my mood now..

Stop And Stare

This town is cooler now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make on elast appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stareI think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight tags I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now,
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down.

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see.

Ended @ 5/25/2008 06:39:00 PM

Haven been updating for some time le.. Sometimes i feel that life is unpredictable.. Why do i say that? Its jus that you are happy for a moment
and the next you are sad.. A leopard will never change its spots.. Why is it that when i chose to believe him for the last time but he show his true colors again?
I dunno whether to laugh or cry.. Crying will make him think that we cant do without him..but being strong, is jus not me.. Perhaps we should not have trust him at all.. Ha..so silly of us.. So where do we go from here? Well, we will still continue with our lives.. Those who are going to school will still go and those
whom are working will also go work too.. I only hope that he will stay out of our lives and not disrupt us again.. I hope she will be strong and remember that we will always be with her no matter what... Thick and thin, we will go thru together and she will never be alone to suffer on her own again..

Ended @ 5/25/2008 12:37:00 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008

Maybe its a little too early to blog but i dun care..hahas.. Why so many unhappy things happen to my family and i recently?What have we done to deserve all these? Its really unfair to us!I will never forget the hurt you brought upon us, leaving us to fend for ourselves. Its your bad doing that caused this family to break up. I promise, you will live to regret. Without you around, we will still survive very well. We shall see if you regret first or us.

Ended @ 5/09/2008 02:10:00 PM